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[13 Feb 2003|03:06am] |
i made a new livejournal.
it's 'anewyorkminute'
if you want to add me.
♥
paige
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[06 Feb 2003|12:31pm] |
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so i've deceided that
i want to go back to school.
i've also been singing micheal
jackson songs all day.
i want to cut hair.
i'm not sure of too many
people that will trust me
to cut their hair.
but that's what i want to do
and i'm gonna do it.
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[31 Jan 2003|05:19pm] |
Things seemed easier when
we had a curfew on 9 o'clock.
Changing around lyrics to songs
so they fit our night.
Driving around aimlessly for
hours just because we knew we could.
Hanging out with your friends and
having fun.
Now it, it just seems harder.
I miss those days.
I miss those people.
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[24 Jan 2003|11:53am] |
i rarely partake in quizes
but this one seemed like fun.
My personality is rated 24.What is yours?
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[19 Jan 2003|08:15pm] |
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I don't know "simple".
Everything always seems to be
done "the hardway".
For me anyways.
I wake up.
eat breakfast.
talk to my family awhile.
all seems to be good.
read something i wasn't
supposed to find out.
cried.
broke up with donnie.
cried.
helped at the salvation army.
got a camera.
cried some more.
came home.
called donnie.
cried some more.
talked things out.
fell down the basement stairs.
face first.
i'm all banged up.
cried some more.
nic came in and yelled at me.
cried some more.
today just hasn't been a good day.
except when i got piebald pictures.
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[17 Jan 2003|09:43pm] |
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is this really then end
or
are we just begining
today was mine and donnies
5 month-aversary
we went out to eat
well el capirol
or however you spell it
and i got sick
and came home rather
early having to park
on the street and
finding a house full
of people i didn't feel
much like talking to
so i went to my room
to lie down.
and that was my night.
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[03 Jan 2003|02:18pm] |
what is the point of this anymore?
nobody even cares, so with this,
i am done.
for good? maybe.
if not, just a really long time.
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[30 Dec 2002|03:34pm] |
happy, it's not even close to the right word.
haven't washed my hair in a few days, and thats
got to be done soon.
distant? thats always possible.
tired? definitely.
but, i'm just waiting.
waiting for things to get
back to good.
not that things aren't good now.
but they could always get better.
♥
p.s. does hot hot heats video for bandages
remind anybody else of the movie brazil?
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[21 Dec 2002|12:42am] |
sometimes i don't finish my sentences,
and i don't even notice until someone
says something.
i went christmas shopping today.
i still have to get mom birthday
present, but other than that
i'm done.
a while ago i tried to make fried
potatoes, but i kinda caught the stove
on fire so i gave up cooking for the
night.
anyways, goodnight.
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[20 Dec 2002|12:04am] |
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the cranberries - be with you. |
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i've been thinking about it for a while now.
i want to change my username.
the x's we're such a good idea.
a while back donnie had writting it
down on a piece of paper by his computer
and his mom thought it was a porno site.
and now that i think about it,
it does sound one.
p.s. if you ever get im's with porno
links, don't type back "fuck you"
because they send you more.
♥-paige
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[18 Dec 2002|11:45am] |
Regrets
- drinking orange juice
when i just brushed my teeth.
-not cleaning the pot after i made
macarroni and cheese.
-being bitchy when my brothers girl
friend called my boyfriend in the
middle of the night.
-not having a job.
-chopping my hair lastnight.
-&loaning money to people that never
pay it back.
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[17 Dec 2002|12:01pm] |
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the rain. |
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sitting in my bed wrapped up with blankets,
just enough room to move my arms,
i continue reading Big Wheel at the Cracker Factory
by mickey hess, donnie let me read it.
i'm no where near the end, but it seems
so addicting, before you know you will have read
ten pages.
as tired as i was about midnight i stayed up and
read, i strained to keep my eyes open and kept
tell myself one more page and i'll go to bed
but kept reading. finally about two i get to sleep.
wake up at eight, check to see if my plugs are still in,
they usually fall out when i sleep, see how dark and gloomy
it is out side. still all wrapped up in my blankets i reach
for the lamp and continue reading some more.
after a while i got up to clean a bit so i can go back
in my room with my warm blankets and read some more.
♥-Paige.
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[15 Dec 2002|05:09pm] |
This weekend so far hasn't been so great.
Friday, a funeral.
Saturday, hmmm nothing much.
Sunday, sitting here at donnies.
Ani, when are we going to tear
this town up.
haha.
♥-Paige
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[13 Dec 2002|11:24am] |
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okay, so there I was 11:47 p.m.
sitting in the middle of my bed
wrapped up in my fuzzy blanket
watching an episode of the golden
girls that I have never seen.
when all of a sudden the channels
start changing. I pick up the remote
to see if I had somehow changed them,
but when i pushed the channel button
it was on the same channel.
Oh how I hate the cable company.
they mixed up all the channels,
now I don't even know which channel is
which, i'm never watching tv again.
(unless its the golden girls)
♥ -Paige
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[12 Dec 2002|03:31pm] |
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I lost my dog.
He's been gone for
3 hours.
I walked around my
whole neighborhood
and when I think it
might be him, it will
just be a pile of snow.
I don't know why i'm so worried,
he don't even like me,
he bites me everytime he gets the chance.
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[09 Dec 2002|12:51am] |
my brother spilt big red in the keyboard
the other day and instead of cleaning it
out like some normal person he just turned
it upside down and left it.
now all of the keys are sticking,
and it's really getting on my nerves.
everytime I try to type something it
shows 3 or 4 of the same letter and
sometimes it's really hard to get the
letter to work. and when it finally works
and there are too many I just want to save
the extra for later in case I need it.
I know this totally didn't make sense
but oh well don't read it.
♥ -Paige
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[08 Dec 2002|04:35pm] |
Falling asleep durning Robby D's monologue on SNL.
Waking up at 8:30, just to watch the movies that
we rented last night.
Sleeping in a not so comfortable chair.
Bloodie noses and popcorn with peanutbutter for breakfast.
Now=shower time.
♥
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[07 Dec 2002|03:05pm] |
The next person that tells me I look like Kelly Osborne,
(which I'm not seeing at ALL.)
I'll, I'll, I don't know what I will do but it won't be nice.
♥
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[07 Dec 2002|03:34am] |
up all night and no one to talk to.
>> ♥ >
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| got to dissagree to dissagree. |
[06 Dec 2002|11:25pm] |
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I would do just about anything for a little help.
I spent the last 2 hours trying to put up the
christmas tree. Everyone seems to want to watch
but not help.
I've been busy all day.
After running around all morning.
I come home take a shower,
clean almost the entire house,
made lunch/dinner, baked homemade
chocolatechip cookies, made my bed,
put away laundry, tried putting
the christmas tree up, more decorations
and all this by myself. I'm so tired, but I still
have quiet a mess to clean up and
all of this before I go to bed.
And by the looks of things,
it's going to be a while.
Me: Nic, would you help me
put the tree up?
Nic: okay.
(but he leaves)
Me: Dad, by any chance would you want
to help me put up the lights?
Dad: By no chance would I want to
help put up the lights.
Me: fine I'll do it myself.
Dad: Hey, would you close the door?
Me: (pulls the door shut)
Me: Mom, do you want to help
with decorations?
Mom: You have your chore and
I have mine.
Mom: would you hold this
for a minute?
Me: sure.
Donnie did help,
for about 5 minutes.
<3 thanks.
Things just aren't going
so good, maybe it's because
I have my bandana on upside
down and backwards. ha
I need to quit complaining and
finish all that I have started.
<3-Paige
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